Maybe Next Time

Way too early I'm waking up

You beside me tight enough

I feel your kiss upon my face

Forever stained, did I wait?

You pushed me back, you wanted in

Told me words, over again

Now today you still remain

Lingering in the sheets my pain

 

I push you out not to disturb

Why I chose this I defer

Please consider my request

The more you pout, the more you beg

 

Take this money it's all I really have

And if I make more from the radio

It won't be enough to pay me

I want this shit to go away

To keep us longing for better lives

Longing for better lives, maybe next time

 

I see your eyes look up at mine

You speak once, I nod goodbye

For what you say it's only you

And don't deny what is true

Your decisions haunt your past

Decide your fate and don't be last

Once you leave I can't explain

The lifted weight, my avoided pain

 

Pissed is weak, I'm overjoyed

You can't prove you're what I need

All stitched up, but I still bleed

You think you got the best of me?

 

Take this money it's all I really have

And if I make more from the radio

It won't be enough to pay me

I want this shit to go away

To keep us longing for better lives

Longing for better lives, maybe next time

 

Will I hear the end? I hope not

I saw you yesterday for a while 

Nothing gained is nothing earned

But please tell me have you learned?

You arrogance is your defense 

You fail to lose that's why I win

The more you fought, the more you lost

Do not question the humble cost

 

I deserve someone true, you deserve only you

I deserve someone true, you deserve

 

Take this money it's all I really have

And if I make more from the radio

It won't be enough to pay me

I want this shit to go away

To keep us longing for better lives

Longing for better lives, maybe next time